Sunday, August 10, 2008

one childs view of 'the world'......

yesterday was my birthday and i spent much time thinking about 'the world' as it is in This moment......to me 'the world' looks like one of those images u c on a disc flying into space like in the movie superman when lexer and his crew get banished from the planet.......it's flat, it's an image that has puffed itself up to appear 3D but in reality it is just a snapshot of 'the masses' view. it is a THOUGHT it's not real, it is REEL......lol i hope u get the picture
anyway back to what i c when i look at 'the world'......i c it swirling down a drain.
i c 'the world' as our blanket,our cocoon, as we merge our Hu with our Man and Become HuMan.
sometimes i c it as the placenta nurishing the baby in the womb.......
these days it's very difficult for me to witness and i manage to do this by picturing my own flesh and blood child who may Believe what he is doing is right becasue he is doing what he is told to be doing by those who control what We dO.......
......i Speak to them as though speaking to my child. that means through love not fear.
the authorities these days r Very discontent with lack of fear in the eyes they r looking into......
eSpecially the ice men.
have any of u met them yet?
apparently these guys were pulled in from their own drug trafficing units and r now called HOMELAND SECURITY
that's a joke wouldn't u say. That man treated me as though i were of criminal mind and quite possibly be someone They would be interested in. he had me checked out. took some time. the reason for his interest in Who i was and Showing me who has control of my Time in this world......he lOOked me in the eyes. he could c instantly that i carried no fear. he ruffed me up with his questions and his tone of voice was one of dis-respect......i was with an 80 year old man. we were heading into mexico to have lunch. the ice team stoped everyone going in that day Before u got to the mexican side.
i continued with my adventure of having lunch with my friend. there is a Great place to get pollo asada.....And a great place to get ice cream. people used to come from deming just to Get ice cream before the drug war. now hardly no one comes and the borders r getting tighter.
well coming home That day the line was long so i told my friend i wanted to walk in. i wanted to report that ice man for his rude behaviour. my friend suggested i wait and Call them but i thought it would be best to deal with it in the moment. face to face. i did. i went in a talk with a superior......the odd thing is when i went up to the man to ask for a superior the man himself Looked like the rude ice man but i couldn't really tell. i Asked him if he were the one but he just said no mame i don't know anything about that and went and got me his superior of which i reported the rude behaviour and told him i Knew they didn't Want these men treating Us citizens like this. i told him i Felt as the though i were the enemey and becasue of that feeling i felt they should do something about getting them some better education on What an enemy Feels like. i do not apprecaite being treated in such manners eSpecially when it is I that helps foot the bill......
i am thinking about that crime to question now.
not to long ago i was coming across the border from mexico to here and the women asked me for my birth certificate. i told her no i didn't have one. she said i needed to get one. i said i was going to wait becasue soon there will be an election and we will have a different president. this police stae mentality will be gone. she went into speech mmode and said....."Mame since 911 the world has changed. we will ALLWAYS HAVE tight security at our borders" so i said "not if ron paul wins".
now That tecnically wasn't questioning......do u think they have given me a number?
will they limit our expressions of our thoughts as we r experiencing something?
i remember another time a borer person asked me for my birth certificate only This time the kuchini's got his impeachment trails in process so instead of mention the election i mention the fact the the president that orders all this stuff is looking to be impeached......maybe Then u will rememeber who u work for.

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